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Everything is Miscellaneous

Pra quem quer xingar bonito, tentei fazer uma pequena lista, mas não sei se todos esses xingamentos são puros o suficiente. Provavelmente não. No entanto, houve um esforço de minha parte. Que fique para a posteridade:

Acéfalo. Alapoado. Aldrabão. Alorpado. Asqueroso. Bargante. Beldroega. Beócio. Biltre. Boçal. Bucéfalo. Burlão. Calatrão. Canalha. Capadócio. Cariote. Celerado. Charlatão. Cretino. Descerebrado. Desgraçado. Embusteiro. Energúmeno. Espurco. Espúrio. Estrupício. Esquálido. Facínora. Fariseu. Filisteu. Haloplanta. Histrião. Ignóbil. Imbecil. Impostor. Infausto. Infeliz. Intrujão. Jogral. Labroste. Labrego. Lapão. Lapônio. Lapúrdio. Lazarento. Lorpa. Macavenco. Maloio. Mentecapto. Mesquinho. Mequetrefe. Morcão. Nefasto. Néscio. Obtuso. Pacóvio. Parlapatão. Parvo. Patife. Pérfido. Pusilânime. Pustulento. Repugnante. Sendeiro. Sórdido. Torpe. Trapaceiro. Trambiqueiro. Vacão. Vil. Ximbéu. Xucro. Zelote.

Suicídio, às vezes, pode não ter absolutamente nada a ver com dor. Ou tristeza. Ou com angústia.

Às vezes, a pessoa só encheu o saco disso aqui mesmo.

Se cansou. Chegou à exaustão.

Por que isso é tão inaceitável assim? Que tudo isso aqui seja absolutamente um saco?

Por que é inaceitável que nos consideremos cansados, exaustos e entendemos que finalmente basta?

Parem de tentar salvar os outros a todo e qualquer custo.

Deixem os suicidas em paz.

 

 

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Verão. Calor insustentável e insuportável.

Sol.

Suor.

Terraço/Varanda. Topless. Álcool.

Esteira.

Mangueira.

Queens of the Stone Age. Volume alto. Bem alto. Pra incomodar os vizinhos.

Cigarros.

Solidão.

Às vezes parece que é só disso que eu preciso, por um dia só, pra ser feliz.

Desci e o vento frio passou na minha cara. Não coloquei casaco. Apenas coloquei a mão no bolso e andei. Eram 23h23 e muito provavelmente ninguém se lembrava de mim nesse momento. Eu estava sozinha. Pensei em várias coisas. No que tinha sido dito durante a noite. No que deveria ter sido omitido. Nas gafes e nas gargalhadas. Na falta de álcool, nos sorrisos. Pensei que uma lembrança se formava, aos poucos. Pensei no amanhã, no que teria que fazer. Mais que isso: no que quero fazer, no que prefiro, no que gostaria de ver realizado. Tenho sonhos muito grandes pra um dia só. O frio interno era maior que o dessa noite. Me sentia confortável. Sentia que esta cidade me pertence e não o contrário. Mas também pensei que talvez já fosse tarde para que eu estivesse andando sozinha na rua, naquele frio, sem casaco. Andar sem casaco em noite fria. “Não é punição, é coragem” também pensei. E lembrei que havia dito algo sobre sabotagem e sobre como o pensamento crítico, na maioria das vezes, anula o que poderia ser uma ação. E aí pensei que não pensei em você.

 

Essa noite sonhei que era uma ladra. Que abria um guarda roupa que tinha uma estante (?) dentro e estava cheio de bibelôs. Eu escolhia os bibelôs cuidadosamente e os levava comigo. Foda é que eu fiquei o tempo todo no sonho procurando me alertar de que o que eu estava fazendo era errado. Mas fui embora com as coisas igual. Acordei me sentindo esquisita e sem entender o que fiz, nem porquê fiz.

 

BURGLAR Something is robbing the self of energy, wasting the life force; often is your inability to say “no” to demands made upon your time and thought. Negativity, fear, anxiety, guilt and resistance are examples of inner robbers.

BETHARDS, Betty. The Dream Book: symbols for self-understanding. Shaftesbury: Element Books, 1997. 184 p.

Comprar um porta-chaves de madeira com pequenos ganchos e colar na madeira uma bela imagem de Hentai. Pregar o porta chaves na entrada da casa, ou na entrada de qualquer lugar em que eu esteja.

 

Nunca mais não saberei onde estarão minhas chaves.

“Que se fie pela regra

Aquele que se ampara

Com o zelo que se entrega”

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“Estuda o ser do começo

Mantendo os olhos abertos

Na viagem pelo avesso”

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